Hypnotised - Part IV

I was feeling good after talking to her. Even though I was not sure about her feelings, I was confident enough. Putting all my faith on GOD, I thought of marching forward with the typical love story approach (Friends – Buddies – Best Pals – Couple).

Next day I went to school early. I was eagerly waiting for her reactions about our previous conversation. I waited for her on my desk. My eyes were looking towards the door. And then came, “the silly girl”. A bag was on her right shoulder & a yellow Milton tuf-puf water bottle on the left. Two red ribbons were riding the swing of her hair on both sides.

Oh My God! What a beautiful sight that was. I was completely lost watching her & a smile budded of my lips. She came to her desk, put her bag on it, hanged the water bottle & while talking to Chandrani went out with her friends (Shraddha, Payal & my senses). I was still there, looking towards her.

And then I saw something unusual. Yes, that was her smiling face (same as my imagination). Mouth half-open but 75% of teeth can be seen through. Just before crossing the threshold of the classroom, she turned back & looked at me. Her eyes came in contact with mine for a moment, and then she turned away.

I was unable to understand the meaning of her “staring look”. Was she happy or disheartened? I started thinking about various possibilities but got nothing out of that. At the lunch break, I broke the silence between us. I went to her, greeted her & asked about her feelings about our previous conversation. To which, she replied that she did not liked that. She had never thought about any such things & neither wants to and all other things a girl would say when proposed for the first time.

I got very upset but didn’t show her. After that moment, the cheer on my face left me. But thanks to Kaushik & Goutam for their consoling hands. They told me that “this is the normal reaction of a girl which means an indirect yes”. But I was not convinced.

I went home with a heavy heart. I could not stop my lacrimal glands (tear glands) to work out. But God was with me only. He sent my cousin to my house that evening. Pratyush bhaiya, my cousin, was our senior at school & was also a good friend of my silly girl. So, without wasting any time, I confessed everything to him. He patted on my back & told me to relax as he would find a solution for me.

The next day during lunch hour, he took me near the flag hoisting dice where my silly girl was standing with Shraddha & Payal. And then…..

Hypnotised...(The Untold Story) - Part III ( Diving Into The Deep Ocean )

            Yes, I was hypnotized & believe you me that was a superb feeling. I was on a high. I was only thinking about her. My eyes couldn't see anything apart from her smiling face ( which was only my imagination of her laughing ). The feeling for her, inside me, was just increasing exponentially with each passing nanosecond ( may be much faster than that). Love was on the air & each romantic song acted as a catalyst for me. That whole day I've only noticed her beauty & unknowingly she dragged all my attention. ( And even today also whenever I think about her, the rotation of earth simply stops due to which I get a projectile motion by getting thrown out this planet & lands over a planet where that "smiling face" is everywhere. )


            As I was trying hard to get myself drowned in the deep ocean of love, the two of my bestest friends ( Kaushik & Goutam ) managed to find the reason of my undesirable & supernatural wide spreading of mouth. Soon it spread among the section "C" guys. Then, the tuition classes started as each of my friends started teaching me how to impress her, propose her, get her,  and so on.....in short how to just love ( Which I hated as Bush hates Osama ). But I must admit that my friends were also excited about the love which has just sprouted from the crust of my little heart ( obviously my heart was little, b'coz I was only in class 8 ) & get themselves involved in spying for me.

            The next day at school I called one of her close friend named Shradhha & stated everything about my situation. First she mocked at me & told me that she'll never ever act as a mediator. But to my surprise, she told everything to her friend ( my silly girl) and informed me at the last period. When I asked her about her reaction, she told it was a no. But somehow I managed to extract the silly girl's contact number from her.

            Now my heart started beating heavily. I was horrified by that shocking news. I had no clue as what to do then ( The bell has already rung & students were headed towards their home). I didn't have even sufficient money to call her. So, I immediately rushed to Goutam ( Goutam's home was not too far from the school) & asked for a phone call from his home. He nodded & we walked to his home.

            I waited for sometime & then called her ( as the phone was ringing, I was getting nervous ). I was not sure about what I should say and then she picked up the phone.

She:- Hello.
Me:- Hi, is this ............... (just fill in the blank space with whatever name you want).
She:- Yes ( in a heavy voice ). Who are you ?
Me:- Err....I'm Dibyagyan, the student who sits just behind you.
She:- Why have you called me ?
Me:- I just wanted to know about what Shradhha had told you ?
She:- What ? She is my friend and has told me about many things.
Me:- No, What did she told you about me ?
She:- Yes, she told me something but...
Me:- Whatever she told you was rubbish, and believe me there is nothing like that.
She:- Hmmm...
Me:- But, I really like you & want to be your friend.
She:- Okay, I'll give a second thought to it. Now Bye. I've to go somewhere.
Me:- Bye.

Then, she put the phone down & I headed towards my home after offering a heart-full thanks to Goutam.

( Hey Goutam, I don't know if you'll read this or not but still I want to thank you again for that help of yours. Not only for that help but for each and every moment we shared together. You were and you will remain forever special to me. Thanks a lot for being my friend.... Missing our golden school days.)

Hypnotised...(The Untold Story) - Part II

NOTE: Please read the Part I of this story before you read any further.

            Though the new class was not too far away, still it caused us pain to leave our own class. With a new glimpse of hope, curiosity and eyes ( u can call it nazariya) we entered the new classroom. That class was a real dumb & awesomely boring ( Sorry to all section A guys, Please don't take it as an offence. U all know what is your reaction when you just enter a new class. So, please.....). What we saw there was also not an unexpected scene. Girls used to dominate the dumb boys ( dumb here means less of courage & zeal to fight. ), as their number was more & some of the mysterious species were the off-springs of our teachers causing the fear of complain.

            There were four columns of benches, in which two columns & the first bench of the fourth column were used by girls for their mysterious bags ( A girl's bag is still a mystery, like bhanumati ka pitaraa in old stories. ). So, we guys occupied the leftover benches. As usual I was the first bencher so occupied the bench just one more behind the girls. ( It's just because those silly girls need one more bench to put their over weighted & underestimated bags in). This was the first time I was sitting behind girls. Though it was very awkward for me, but still that feeling was just diminished by exploring more about the class.

            After a couple of days, we found the class to be a very interesting one (For those section A guys who were angry reading the previous paragraph, now it's time for you to praise me). The students were not really boring. Soon we adapted ourselves in the class. The differential feeling was vanishing. And we all became very good friends (Till now even).

          Everything was going fine, studies, friendship, humour & laughter, gossips, etc. until something obstructed the two of my retinas to just move to their normal position. Actually I found out that my retinas stubbornly remained in a single position & didn't moved anywhere even if I wanted them to move. All my concentration at once moved to that sight. And finally when that sight was about to get decoded by my mind, I was simply hypnotised.......

           For a moment my mind was blank, it felt like I'm out of this world, my heartbeat gradually started to increase, before that I've only heard of nausea but at that time I felt it. I didn't know what was the actual feeling (Only trying to recall whatever I can). And when I recovered my senses, my mind started it's sight decoding algorithm & the output was like this....

            Now, the teacher has entered the den of devils & all the present students (some guys always find there way to washroom after every class & always enter late) were taking out their textbooks & their classwork notebooks. One of those sily girls (mentioned in the previous paragraph, who sit just ahead of me separated by an extra bench, which they used to keep their bags) was taking her notebooks out of her bag. That was the time I've got a glimpse of that sily girl & actually noticed the simplest beauty within........

            And that's what I call love at first sight. Yes, I fell in love with that sily girl. Though she was not the most beautiful girl in the class, her beauty is still unmatched. She was not the center of attraction, but her glimpse had attracted my mind and every tissue of my body. And a very indescribably intense feeling had captured my mind & the untold story of my life has begun.

            It started that time & I'm still hypnotised................

"I sincerely thanks ALMIGHTY for everything, but even more than to the unknown person who has given the idea of dividing Section "C", and I would not like to forget our class teacher (Class teacher of our section "C") for helping me find the sily girl."

Hypnotised...(The Untold Story)

           It was a cool morning. As I entered the Classroom labeled as VIII-C of Kendriya Vidyalaya Balasore, two of my friends rushed towards me & just shocked me like any mobile ringing in the vibration mode.

Me:- Wats up guys, chill. I've ironed (pressed) my shirt today only.
1st:- Do you know the breaking news of today...???
Me:- No.
2nd:- I can't believe that you don't know...Ha Ha (Gigantic Smile).
1st:- The rumors that all the "C" sections are going to be divided and the students will be adjusted into "A" & "B" are going to be true.
2nd:- Yes, no more section "C" dude.
Me:- What the hell are you talking man. (I told as I put my bag on the desk).
2nd:- Yes, it will be announced officially today only.
Me:- How can they do this. (they = school officials).
1st:- Ok, now let's move for the prayer.

We all agreed & went for the prayer.

           This news has bothered me a lot. Some unusual thoughts started disturbing me. What if all my friends (  Specially Goutam & Kaushik) get separated from me? What if one of our friend is put into the class other than us? What about our studies? How will the other class react to us? etc.etc....

            In first period itself our class teacher announced about the division of sections. He asked about our suggestions. Then I saw that most of my bloody fellows have no objection in that. So I discarded the thought of protesting. We were 32 students in our section. So, our class teacher did a sorting. He put all the even roll numbers into section "A" & the odd ones into "B" ( you can term it as systematic sampling). The class started murmuring & discussing with one another about what new section they are into. Some were happy & some seemed blue. Then suddenly one girl stood up and went to our teacher asking him to put her into section "B" as all of her friends have been alloted the same. Teacher gave a thought & then with a smile nodded to her. Then within no time we all went to him and asked our preferences.

            After a long discussion about everyone's preference the final list was prepared. It was like most of the boys are into "A" & girls are into "B". ( It was a good decision I thought. As the population of girls in "A" was more while it was low in "B". So, both sections will now be balanced in terms of gender). I was quite happy as we all friends were in the same section i.e. "A". We were also been told that we have to move to our new sections from the second period. And then, the whole period was wasted by every kind of FAQs & Stupid talks regarding the division process. Unwillingly our teacher was also a part of that discussion. Soon the bell rang & our teacher left us wishing good luck to everyone.

            We all were thrilled & excited at the same time. We all put on our bags & started to move to our respective new sections...........

The Unbearable Pain..

It was time for me to leave home & proceed towards the Bhubaneswar Railway Station. As the time passed by, my heartbeat was becoming more noticeable. Each time I notice my heartbeat, I felt as if a piece of that bloody (full of blood) thing was breaking down.

                I have been at home for the last 11 days. Those days I have done only one thing & that is ‘nothing’. And now, I’ve to leave for my workplace (panipat). I realize that I’m going to miss My Father, My Brother, My Sweet home, My Cute Car, My TV, My Bed, etc, etc…….and a lot more things. (just exclude the rotten thing in the dustbin as I have got them here also).

                When the damn machine of ‘TITAN’ pointed at me that it is already 8:30 PM, I could not control my outburst. So, I went down to the market place nearby my home, had a couple of that long & white thing with a brown end (readers have to guess that thing). Then I suddenly realized that some of the glands in my eyes have started functioning heavily and are giving out a lot of watery substance through my eyes (I wonder, do I have any hole in my eyes?).

                Suddenly I felt a very heavy pain inside me, though I could not recognize which part of my body was causing trouble, yet I felt restless. I went to the backseat of my car, almost fainted there for about 5 minutes. At that time I recalled all my memories with my family. (24 years in just 5 mins, what a great speed). I tried to remember the happiest & some naughtiest moments to keep myself in the sense & also to feel better. Really that made me felt great. Then I went home with some packaged food for dinner from a nearby restaurant.

                I saw the face of my father, he was upto tears even but controlled silently. He patted on my back ( it felt as I have got what I wanted & all my pain vanished at once) and asked me for anything more I wanted, I denied. He said ‘OK’ and left for his friend’s house (Doctor Uncle).

                Now I moved towards my brother, he was also in a bluemood & a bit of illness was crawling through his body. He was watching Hindustan Times News on TV about that bloody kalmadi scam. I told him to drop me at the railway station ( did I really or I went like this “ it’s high time, let’s move to station, SUNIL must be waiting there).

                A few moments later we both put on our shoes and left home. I said good bye to each & everything that came before my retina & turned the key of my car (in clockwise direction).................

An Intro...

Hi everybody,

      Don't know why this idea came to my mind, but as i sit alone with this machine(Computer) along with a wired machine(Modem) attached with the first one, I feel like sharing my few memories & thoughts with my dearest ones. So, as you read through the blog, don't forget to share your views or ask your doubts about the posts.

Wishing you all the very best in your life....

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